Warnings: Emotions! Kaori and I? SEX
Summary: Hiromi's facing a decision and he needs to talk to his Shoon...
Hiromi sat back, throwing his pen down on the desk. He couldn't think, he couldn't concentrate on anything! Ever since his meeting with Maya-sensei, the discussion of his future was popping up more and more.
And Hiromi didn't know what do to.
The black haired boy got up, prowling his room as his mind worked. He really didn't know what to do. Shoon had finally asked what he was going to do about college. His boyfriend would be showing up soon, that's what the other boy had said, so Hiromi was trying to clear his head.
He still didn't know what to do.
The question of where he was going was so simple looking and yet Hiromi couldn't choose! He did want to go back to England. Music was his life, always would be. While his career was already well established, Hiromi wanted to do more with music then simply entertain. He wanted to become a music therapist, and right before his breakdown, he'd found the perfect college back in England. They were already offering him scholarships and everything!
However, there was more then just that. He had Shoon. Shoon meant more to him then anything else. Maybe even music, which Hiromi considered a part of his soul. If he left for England...what would happen? And more then just Shoon, what about Yuya? Would his brother see this as Hiromi...leaving again?
He tried not to think about it too much. He need to talk to Shoon. He needed to see that face, he already missed the other!